ChiefRyza wrote:Hey guys, just checking in to let you know that I'm not dead. Unfortunately life can take a turn for the worst no matter who you are, I've fighting a losing battle with depression for over two years now, not to mention trying to finish my degree and working full time as well to keep afloat.
I would love to return to making Congo Insurgency and Tempest when I pull myself out of the mess I've gotten into, especially once 1.0 comes out. Project Reality was and still is a huge part of my life and career (Have been getting paid work as an environmental artist for a while now). The last time I worked on Tempest I ran into a seemingly unfix-able crash when loading the map, I can't say exactly what I tried since it was so long ago but it ruined my motivation on top of all the other problems I've had.
I wish things hadn't gone the way they have but if I pull through I will definitely finish what I started.
Thankyou all for checking up on me/the maps as well, and I will hopefully become more active in the coming months.
With Love,
ChiefRyza
oh man I know all of these feels please be okay your map looked great
KaB wrote: get into a forest, run like a ***** listening to music you love, and after that take a cold shower, you'll see things differently and your depression will start to fall off.
exercise always took the pain away, for me at least